Egg + Ranzuki June 11 scans

Update: I made a blunder these 2011 scans not 2006 scans I find that I increasingly need to be explain everything on my blog. No I will not try False lashes ever again. It was misery and embarrassing. If that makes un-gyaru so be it. I didn't ask for your approval. And don't assume all my pictures on this website will feature me in gyaru makeup so don't automatically it assume either.  I like gyaru but I like what is comfortable first. Don't force me to live by your rules.
Anyway here is some scans that I liked from Egg and Ranzuki June

Love belly rings but they are so painful that unless they have a painless procedure, I wouldn't do it.

 I want another ear piercing but my family is so against it. Ugh. I want it so bad

 Tongue piercings is one thing I'll never do. How do you eat with metal on your tongue?

False lashes and Annoying People, One Huge post

I know I have been a terrible blogger but lately there has been nothing to blog since I sold my phone and now I can't take pictures( fml moment). But I do update my tumblr quite often so I'm letting you know right now; if you use tumblr, follow me on tumblr!


So right now two three things are pissing me off this week.

1.  I tried wearing false lashes in public and it was a fail. So I'm back to doing makeup ekimura way.  
2. My friends had put down gyaru and had this talk with me over my "fakeness" and "insecurity". I am not talking to them for a while.
3. The Gaijin Gyaru Community is so compulsively annoying

So starting backwards, the gyaru community is so annoying to the point I don't involve myself in the community. The reason being is not only is their racism; they are so rigid! They have one singular definition of gyaru: To look exactly like the models in the magazines.  According to them if you can't do that, then don't attempt to be gyaru.  Really? Is this how ignorant people are.  Gyaru is horrible when you are copycats. Everyone translate the style a different way. Gyarus are simply fashionistas who like to look unique and cute. They wear unnatural eyelashes because not everyone wears them,  we wear circle lens cuz no one else wears them. Don't be so quick to judge. Gyaru brands are merely the most fashionable brands, that's why we wear them.  Worst of all western gyarus hate high school gyarus- especially newbies.  Are you guys all self- absorbed camwhores with no life so you must crush other people's will? That is what most people think you are. So cut the crap.

Oh and can I remind you. Gal Secrets is about personal secrets not ruthless bashing and getting bothering people with no association to the Gyaru Community.  Get a life.

 I think  Japanese Gyarus laugh at us because our community is so stupid.


The thing about my friends. I can't believe they had the nerve to do such a thing. Yes I wear foundation, eyeliner, mascara, blush, circle lens, lip gloss and false nails. But that's it.  Thats the simplist of gyaru makeup. But they claim I wear over the top stuff to hide my insecurity. And when I expain to them I do this stuff because I like being a gyaru. They said it's not the place for it and by time I'm 20, I'll look ancient. WHAT COMPLETE BULLCRAP! Proper facial care and good makeup actually makes your skin better. I was so mad. People I claim to be friends do not understand that this is my life and I'll do what I want to do with it! Also they got overly annoying when they put down me dieting. These 2 little sticks told me I had no need to diet.  Yeah, tell that to the girl who weighs 40 more then you. And funny thing is I told them I want to go on a regular diet and exercise to tone my stomach so I could wear a bikini and look fabulous colorguard uniform (which is a bodysuit).

You see very form-fitting and if you look closely, you can see my stomach bulge and belly button

 
Not even like an extreme diet. I went on this diet for a week and I weighed in 7 pounds less. Just imagine how much healthier I would look in 2 months. I would be like Jordan Spark with her 4 pack (you should see it). On this diet I ate a bowl of special k for breakfast. Something less than 300 calories for lunch and Smart Ones or Go lean for dinner and Weight Watcher ice cream for snack. I would do sittups once I wake up and before I go to sleep. But I did like 300 before I go to sleep (with breaks of course). Simple diet without going to the extremes right? Why can't my friends understand that? I don't workout with a weight goal. I have a body goal thus gives me courage.  And of course I have talked about plastic surgery but not seriously. I mean hello, welcome to the 21st century, surgery is like a fashion trend now. Just like tattoos. Everyone wants one. Even my friends want a tat. But to them plastic surgery is unholy even if it is as subtle as a butt lift (trust me people notice boob jobs but no one notice butt jobs until you say something or they are really huge)

AND worst of all last week I wore these really cute falsies in public but all my attempts ended in failure. The revlon glue did not dry clear so everyone saw it and my lashes were falling off. FML I had to last the whole day with them.

So a colorguard gyaru with a bad lash job and two insensitive friends. I bet you did not see that coming.

Makeup scans Popsister + Egg May 2011

 So here are few scans from Popsister, Egg, and Egg Beauty.  I'm focusing more on makeup right now cuz I don't money to throw around to buy new clothes. Anyway just click images for a larger size.

 The eyeshadows featured in here is Dolly Wink

 I love the eye makeup here. It is only below the crease thus does not make you super crazy looking like this makeup guru wannabe. She has some good videos and is generally a pretty person but the first thing I thought with that video was clown.

Tip the darker the color the finer your cheeks look. Brighter colors for a round face.

 I've seen that palette on Ebay before, It's generally similar to the 96 and 120. I suggest you get the 120 palette, but be warned, it is very pigmented.

 Xiaxue has been seen rocking a similar look.

 I dislike natural looking eyeshadow now. Since gyaru is leaning away from thick lashes and toward natural lashes I skip falsies and bump my lashes with falsies mascara. It gives the same look generally. But eyes won't pop without eyeshadow.

Pink is very popular this spring so wear plenty of it =D


Some camwhore pics san Photoshop.... well I added light to the pics but thats it.  You can't get good lighting like your use to anymore?

 Now You may wonder why I'm camwhoring in a bathroom simple reason. I saw a mirror lol

Half-smiles? Not cute it makes me look like lopsided dumpling lol. But I guess anything that looks like a dumpling is cute c:

Showing my eyeshadow, even though after a long day I had way messed it up.


I feel bad because Xiaxue has such professional photos and mine.... look like kiddy photos..... sigh.

Makeup Tutorials

Something on youtube got me mad.

 Yes, she is entitled to her opinion.

No, I do not like her opinion.
Reason being is she is not a high school kid or no longer near that age. She does not about teen trends anymore. For example the classic powder and eyeliner is an age old thing. Who just wears that anymore? Teens without time wear that. She claims teens shouldn't eyeshadow. Most teens are insecure people. Everyone is insecure when they are a teen. Brave teens begin to experiment with makeup as a way to stand out and not be so insecure. Eyeshadow is like painting to me. It's mixing different colors around to make a masterpiece. So for someone to say to I shouldn't use eyeshadow is like telling Picaso he shouldn't paint. I don't want someone like her spoiling the minds of young artists. So hopefully soon I'll start making eyeshadow tutorials to make simple looks for teen and college people on the go.

Combining Blogspot and Tumblr

I came to the decision to combine my blog with tumblr because tumbr has perk of more attention compare to blogspot. I will continue posting on my blog but I'll be focusing improving my tumblr and getting followers over there. Hopefully everything I post here will double over there and gives me less work.
My decision came from the help of a friend. She's a major a social media person and she said blogspots aren't as popular as they use to be. I mean everyone wants to be read. But I still have a few perks at blogspot. So combining them will save most of my troubles. Not everyone has a tumblr and many people have a gmail so I guess a balance will be met if I keep both webspaces.

I'm back wit a super long post

So I have neglecting my blog because I was performing in a musical called Guys and Dolls. 

Thar's our t-shirt with the #foreveralone like face. As you can tell from "Le Pit"; I was in the pit orchestra.  I can't sing or dance,  all I can do realistic acting (I've been told). And honestly I only joined so I could see the show for free #cheapstake. But I now realized I should of just paid the $8 for the show vs.  2 weeks of hard work and $12 for a t-shirt, But I can't say it wasn't fun. But one thing for sure the music was really hard and  the 3 other violinist and I were like deers caught in the spotlight with our solos. All of us don't like playing without the accompaniment of louder instruments.  Like FML almost all our solos were given to piano cuz we were mad scared. Like the day before the show was when we got our act together. The damn celloist made us all look bad because he played the best and  a male.

 My violin and a viola.

One of the 8 hour rehearsals. My hair made me look like I had a uni-brow.
As you know taking pictures was the last thing on my mind until the last day. I couldn't take pictures during the show cuz I was in the usually playing during the best scenes.

 Last day means camwhore!!! Likey my brand new grey contacts

 Our Adelaide!

 The super cool actress who should of gotten a larger role but she get leads in so many thespian organizations.

 The dancers/ strippers of our play.  Unlike other plays, they actually strip.

 A blurry pic of one trumpet player being attacked lmao.

And that's the end of this segment but there is more

Nudy Grey Contacts review!

 No flash

Design: 10
Comfort: 8
Enlargement: 7
The design is awsome and I love the halo effect.  My friends find the halo effect creepy. My fellow pit orchestra mates find the contacts weird but not creepy.
Comfort is what typical of geo series.
Enlargement is low because my friend says that my blue ones look larger and that's probably because of  the black rim. I personally like the enlargement. But it looks too much like regular contacts.
I really don't these pics that much because it makes me look like Ice Princess when she still had baby fat. There is nothing wrong with baby fat but I don't  want to look like other people. 

Rude Arses

So you know I'm still quite a new blogger. I blog basically things I think about time to time. My grammar isn't the best but I do at very least update daily and try to find interesting topics.

Lately I have been under a lot of fire. I put up a very strong spam filter to keep people from seeing it but people been attacking my LJ too and my email with very rude comments. So I'm going to address these problems

You aren't famous so why do you act like you are

This is where you are wrong. I don't act like I'm famous. I got a good amount of audience so I address them accordingly. It's not like I'm on youtube. If I was on youtube. like so many bloggers are, I would have a larger audience and then you can say I'm trying to act famous. Because I would be.... That doesn't make sense..... Either way, pop off of me

Me vs Xiaxue

There is nothing going on between me and Xiaxue. I open my mouth when I shouldn't have and now she doesn't like me. It's to the point if I comment on her blog with my twitter account she will not approve the message. I bet she does that to a lot of people.  Doesn't change the fact that she still is my favorite blogger. It just teaches people a lesson: When it comes to Xiaxue never say anything about her and plastic surgery even if you mean it in a good way.

The Ads:

This also been associated with me "trying to act famous". It has highly acknowledged that famous bloggers are associated with Nuffnang and make ads. In the U.S it seems to appeal that if you aren't famous you shouldn't be making ad entries. The sad case is unemployment in U.S is high. People need income and another sad case is doing Ads eventually make people famous even if it's not on purpose. If Cheesie and Xiaxue weren't allied with Nuffnang their rise to stardom wouldn't be as big as it is (I'm not sure that accurate becuz they were already big stars before that but I know for a fact Nuffnang made them so much richer ). I'm just trying to get somewhere. I'm not really happy with the agencies I do work with. One pays $4 per post on topics no one cares about. Another only pays 30 days after you post but they have really good topics. Another has not got back to me since I shot down doing a post about kindergarten or something like that (no cares about that). It's really stressful. I really wish Nuffnang  had headquarters in the U.S. I really don't see the problem with trying to make a living but oh well.

You suck at writing

Yea I know I suck. I'm failing English essays because of really improper grammar and lack of sophisticated language. But guess what? I don't care. If I cared I wouldn't be a blogger. 

So those are my biggest problems with people. Stop with the hate comments and the harassment because if I start having to commenting nasty back, their is going to be some problems. Okay? ^__^